I don't know what to write for this journal entry, this is my third time restarting it, and I am still unsure if this will be the last, if it is thats great. There is one reason I live and that is because of Christ, that is why I create the artwork I do, that is why I search for more than just the things I see in this world. Lately if you were to ask me if I were Christian I may hesitate and think about it for a minute, because I have been lost, depressed, and unsure about the love that God has for me. But that doesn't mean He wasn't there. Because of those around me, the church that I go to, the God that I learned to love, and the Bible that